i'm bored. dangerously bored.
Who last called you babe or baby?
lily. she's my lesbian lover. ![]()
Have you ever felt worthless?
many a time
Do you take compliments well?
no, i laugh, tell them to fuck off, then ponder if they were joking and how mean that would be yet how they could not be joking, and seriously complimenting ME, then sort of spiral down into a pit of self-loathing
Does your ex hate you?
one does
What's the last picture you received on your cell phone?
err, i haven't had one since i got my new phone
Are you interested in anyone right now?
*sighs* i dont know.
Are you good at persuading?
yes, i can bend people's arms back.
Do you know anyone that drinks?
yes
Do you get along with girls?
a select few. most are bitchy and pathetic
How do you feel when someone kisses you on the forehead?
well it depends if i knew them... and who they were and the context
Do you find it hard to trust others?
depends who they are and what i'm trusting them with
What is something your friends make fun of you for?
err, emma makes fun of how dangerous i am with knives? oh, and my fucked up laugh
What's your current annoyance?
m.e
Are you keeping a secret right now?
yes. it's a biggie
Do you know anyone whose name starts with a Z?
yes, unfortunately
Would you ever get a tattoo?
in theory yes, but in practice i'm scared of needles
Who was the last person you kissed?
none of your fucking business
Do you know a guy named David?
many
Do you think the concept of phone sex is stupid?
very
What makes you happy at this moment?
not a fat lot. apart from i made up with an old friend last night who i haven't spoken to in a year
Does your ex have a boyfriend or girlfriend?
probably, he's a slut
Do you like competition?
depends if i'm good at the task in hand
When is the last time you went to a mall?
considering i've never been to america, never.
Will tomorrow be better than today?
it should be, i get to see everyone
Can you live without your cell phone?
i guess, i've never tried
Do you open up to a lot of people?
no one, never. not even my psychologist.
Would you ever tattoo a boy's/girl's name on you?
hell no, that's so tacky
Explain your relationship status:
singular
Where did you get the top you are wearing?
culture
Who was the last person to compliment you?
i dunno, once i've gone through that whole self loathing spiral i forget where it all started
Everyone deserves a second chance, right?
depends who they are and what they did
Who was the last person you sent a text to?
kate
Has anyone ever told you you were beautiful?
yes. another one i didn't take well
Would you rather hang with a bunch of girls or boys?
depends what girls and what boys they were
How are you feeling RIGHT now?
happy my new 45 arrived, but pissed it's like bent and overall i'm pretty tired
Last time you cried?
oh christ, about an hour ago
Who was the last person you shot a dirty look at?
my head of year
Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
there are many. i call them my friends
Do you want to see someone this particular moment?
cath, i have a surprise for her. and i owe her a hug.
Where is the person you want to kiss right now?
do you think i electronically tag people or something? what a fucked up question
Are you mad at someone right now?
a wee bit
Ever been told "it's not you, it's me"?
luckily, no
How does it feel to be heartbroken?
pretty darn awful
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
hell no
You just drank 15 shots, what would you be doing?
laughing, being more outgoing than i am sober probably
Do you think you've changed over the past year?
hmm, yeah just a bit.
What was the last thing you hid?
err, i don't generally hide things
Who was the last person to call you & what's a fact about them?
tim, he's english and is one half of a german electro rap band
Do you flip your pillow to the cold side?
pillows have a cold side?
Do you sleep with one leg out from under the covers?
i don't know, i'm asleep
Would you ever live with any of your friends?
hell to the yeah, they make laugh when i don't even want to smile