i'm bored. dangerously bored.

Who last called you babe or baby?
lily. she's my lesbian lover. ;)

Have you ever felt worthless?
many a time

Do you take compliments well?
no, i laugh, tell them to fuck off, then ponder if they were joking and how mean that would be yet how they could not be joking, and seriously complimenting ME, then sort of spiral down into a pit of self-loathing

Does your ex hate you?
one does

What's the last picture you received on your cell phone?
err, i haven't had one since i got my new phone

Are you interested in anyone right now?
*sighs* i dont know.

Are you good at persuading?
yes, i can bend people's arms back. :)

Do you know anyone that drinks?
yes

Do you get along with girls?
a select few. most are bitchy and pathetic

How do you feel when someone kisses you on the forehead?
well it depends if i knew them... and who they were and the context

Do you find it hard to trust others?
depends who they are and what i'm trusting them with

What is something your friends make fun of you for?
err, emma makes fun of how dangerous i am with knives? oh, and my fucked up laugh

What's your current annoyance?
m.e

Are you keeping a secret right now?
yes. it's a biggie

Do you know anyone whose name starts with a Z?
yes, unfortunately

Would you ever get a tattoo?
in theory yes, but in practice i'm scared of needles

Who was the last person you kissed?
none of your fucking business

Do you know a guy named David?
many

Do you think the concept of phone sex is stupid?
very

What makes you happy at this moment?
not a fat lot. apart from i made up with an old friend last night who i haven't spoken to in a year

Does your ex have a boyfriend or girlfriend?
probably, he's a slut

Do you like competition?
depends if i'm good at the task in hand

When is the last time you went to a mall?
considering i've never been to america, never.

Will tomorrow be better than today?
it should be, i get to see everyone :D

Can you live without your cell phone?
i guess, i've never tried

Do you open up to a lot of people?
no one, never. not even my psychologist.

Would you ever tattoo a boy's/girl's name on you?
hell no, that's so tacky

Explain your relationship status:
singular

Where did you get the top you are wearing?
culture

Who was the last person to compliment you?
i dunno, once i've gone through that whole self loathing spiral i forget where it all started :))

Everyone deserves a second chance, right?
depends who they are and what they did

Who was the last person you sent a text to?
kate

Has anyone ever told you you were beautiful?
yes. another one i didn't take well

Would you rather hang with a bunch of girls or boys?
depends what girls and what boys they were

How are you feeling RIGHT now?
happy my new 45 arrived, but pissed it's like bent and overall i'm pretty tired

Last time you cried?
oh christ, about an hour ago

Who was the last person you shot a dirty look at?
my head of year

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
there are many. i call them my friends

Do you want to see someone this particular moment?
cath, i have a surprise for her. and i owe her a hug.

Where is the person you want to kiss right now?
do you think i electronically tag people or something? what a fucked up question

Are you mad at someone right now?
a wee bit

Ever been told "it's not you, it's me"?
luckily, no

How does it feel to be heartbroken?
pretty darn awful

Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
hell no

You just drank 15 shots, what would you be doing?
laughing, being more outgoing than i am sober probably

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
hmm, yeah just a bit.

What was the last thing you hid?
err, i don't generally hide things

Who was the last person to call you & what's a fact about them?
tim, he's english and is one half of a german electro rap band

Do you flip your pillow to the cold side?
pillows have a cold side?

Do you sleep with one leg out from under the covers?
i don't know, i'm asleep

Would you ever live with any of your friends?
hell to the yeah, they make laugh when i don't even want to smile